Archive: on this random thursday

(Written: September 17th, 2009)

what i wanna do is to study hard.
from dialects to cross products to tossing coins to ether wind.
there is nothing that can distract me.
i will be as focused as how i've been doing math for 2 weeks.
seek for answers, look for questions.

dip myself into the pascal triangle mod 7.
i might actually feel better.
i might, i might.
or i never will.

this is tearful and unpredictable.
but that's why i understand how much our lives matter to us, in different ways.
and that's why i am letting you go.